Tuesday

Introducing Kaitlin...

Ok, first, let me just say that I have decided to go about this situation being very honest and very open so that I can make the absolute most of it. That’s how I’ve determined to live my life, besides this is technically anonymous because no one will really know my true identity – at least that’s what Angel has promised me. And she’d better be straight up with that or I will cut a bitch. Yes, I have a foul mouth at times, but honey, I’m not going to mince my words for anyone. While the rest of these girls run around here being prim and proper, I’m cutting it straight – first off, though, I’m a proud 34 and yes, I’m still single.

Introducing Mateo...



It’s been a good week. I decided to treat myself to a drink at the bar in the city alone. Doesn’t sound much like a reward since I am alone, huh? I’m used to it. Loneliness seems to go along with me like kitty goes with cat. I still can’t believe that I agreed to this journal thing. So unlike me but I guess this part of that whole growing thing Angel has been badgering me about. She is one of my good good girlfriends, by the way. Well, as I sit here secretly hoping to get lucky, I guess I can put my blackberry to good use and tell you a little about me. My name is Mateo and I’m gay. I’m 6’1, 180 pounds. I got chest. I got legs. I got ass. I got dick. Baby, I could put Tyson Beckford in the unemployment line.

Monday

Introducing Paris...


So, I’m writing about my personal life for everyone to see. I can honestly say this may take some getting used to. But I’m doing this for my girl, Angel. I mean she’s always been there for me and she promised that if I did this little project she would owe me. Once I heard the “owe me” I was running towards my computer ready to put my whole life on paper so that all the haters can hate and the lovers can wish they could be me. To keep it 100 with you, that kind of fascinates me, but I have something coming up that is going to take a special favor from Angel so I’m ready to put in the investment to get the big pay out.

Thursday

Introducing Alexandria...

Honestly, if I truly thought about this, I think I would have realized so much sooner how cathartic keeping a journal could be; I guess I just never thought I’d be putting it all out there for the world to see. I am by no means a very open person, although I’m often called on to be a very public person, and some may even call my demeanor stiff, but its not really meant to come across as such, I’m just, well, hmmm. I guess I was just always taught to keep private matters private, keep your emotions in check, remain poker-faced and never show weakness. That’s how we ladies win right?


Finally...The Girls Are Talking!



I just received the best news ever. I have been given the chance, or rather the opportunity, to reach out to women across the world and form a unity --- of sorts --- through the written word. My name is Angel and I am the new marketing director for a huge publication. Who I work for is of little importance. What I’m attempting to do is of EXTREME importance. Two months ago I sat in a staff meeting looking around at all the women in my office. There are six of us that carry big name jobs. I looked at the five other women I worked with and noticed that we don’t connect in any way. We’re separated by cliques, competition, vanity and the need to be the top dog. The ten men in the executive suites are the best of friends, often running out after work to have drinks and play a round of golf on Saturday’s. But not us women…no we hate each other, hate on each other and hate to even be around each other.