Three's a Crowd...Or Is It?

For once, I’m home for an entire week and I think I’m loving it. I’ve had time to actually accomplish some household things and catch up with friends and such. I’ve even had lots of time for my Eric. My oh my oh my. That boy certainly has stamina. You know, I am completely aware that people may call me a cougar, what its really whatever. He’s 19, I’m 34 and he’s smokin’ hot…and quite frankly so am I. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with a fabulous woman treating herself every now and again. But here’s my issue, ever since I ran into Benjamin last week, he’s been calling quite frequently and I’m not sure what to make of this situation, because it took on an interesting twist.


Benjamin is talking about coming to town for a visit in a few weeks and wants to get together for dinner and “dessert.” I begrudgingly told reminded him that I’m currently in a “thing” with Eric, who apparently wants me all to himself. But Benjamin is also quite yummy from what I remember; and here’s the “Gotcha” with this whole situation. Benjamin wants Eric to join us for “dessert” (read: a lip smacking gum poppin’ sweat dripping full on sexfest). Uhm…what?

Ok, now we all should know by now, I’m no prude, and I’m always down for a good time, as long as it doesn’t interfere with my work. But, I can safely say that I haven’t had one of those experiences since I was fresh out of high school and working the modeling circuit – young models, designers and photographers who came through the agency were always f-ing around with each other; it was no secret. But am I willing to go there now? At 34? And is this something that Benjamin has always been into? Granted he’s 39, nearly twenty years Eric’s senior, but I’m wondering if he could teach Eric a few things…not that Eric needs ANY lessons.

I’m just not sure about this. Honestly, its usually the guy’s fantasy to have two women right? That’s how it was back in the day? Maybe this is some renaissance man-thing, wherein the lines of sexuality are constantly blurred. I’m just not sure. But as I fantasize about it, it definitely seems like a girl’s dream come true. Two hot, sweaty, brawny men vying for your attention…naked. Hmmm. I can’t lie, I’m intrigued by this idea, but I’m wondering just how free is Benjamin with his sexuality? And would Eric go for it? I mean he’s young, so he’s definitely hip to the ways of the world…but will he be down for this? I just don’t know yet…but its definitely something worth thinking about.

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