Who Doesn't Love Heavyweight Porn?

Again, I have no idea where to begin…upon learning of my husband’s addiction to fat porn, I wound up staying with Angel that night. I purchased six pair of shoes from Nine West, three new bikini’s from a vintage shop and seven dresses from Black White. Excessive, yes, I know. Dramatic, yes, I know. Necessary? Very much so. Look, I’m just an old school girl. I’ve since had several girlfriends tell me that their husbands watch a variety of porn, and some of them even watch WITH their husbands and boyfriends. Ok, I guess I could take a walk on the wild side, but the notion of watching a barnyard full of Porkies smashing against each other, drenched in sweat…I’m sorry, I’m just not feeling that that’s where I’m trying to go. Hell, for all that, I should just stop working out all together and take up regular consumption of lard. Uhm – no.


When I returned home, I basically confronted Taylor. He made it seem like no big deal…and I just couldn’t wrap my brain around it. He too had this notion that this sort of thing is completely normal. Apparently many of his friends share his little hobby. So is this the new trending topic? Heavyweight porn? I guess I’m behind the times. He tried explaining to me that its not that he wants a heavy-set woman, it’s just that he “appreciates the female form in any size.” How “new age” of him. Look, I myself, by nature, I am no small girl…let’s face it, if it wasn’t for Greg Gunz, then I’d definitely be on my way to signing up for the next season of the Biggest Loser. But the fact of the matter is that I work very hard to maintain a relatively thin frame. I eat right – six healthy, nutritional meals per day, 14 - 16 glasses of water per day to burn fat, weight training 5 days per week and cardio 6 days per week…I am not going to be THAT girl.

I know that I sound obsessive and maybe a bit prudish…I guess part of it is that Taylor hid these things from me. His porn collection, his interest in heavier women – all of it. I just feel very weird about it. Like right now I kinda don’t even want him to touch me. I know its wrong and I’m hoping this will pass, but I’m just being honest with you…it’s like this is just furthering the divide between us. Did I not see all of this these past few years? Had I been blind? Or had we just not been communicating? I don’t get it.

Needless to say…Girl’s Weekend in South Beach is quickly approaching. I have a solid eight more lbs to lose until I’ve reached my goal. With all of this madness with Taylor, I decided to kick up my sessions with Greg Guns. It’s like the perfect medicine, and Greg and I have formed a really good friendship with each other. He’s one of the people who told me to go easy on Taylor. What’s really cool is that Greg might be in South Beach the same weekend as Girl’s Weekend, so maybe we’ll get in a few sessions early in the mornings so I can stay nice and toned in my new swimsuits. I really just need a break from work, home, my novel (which I’ve been completely negligent on)…and just everything. Only a few more weeks to go…

But I do have a question...are there other guys out there who are into "heavyweight" porn?  Ladies are any of you into it as well?  Am I missing something here?